Bloodloss prelude

Bloodloss it’s alright, bloodloss it’s alright. Are you going to make it through the night? Stay right there. There’s a million reasons to fight. Open your eyes. Bloodloss it’s alright, bloodloss it’s alright. Stuck in a place that’s hard to know but now I know. Wanted you to stay but I watched you go and now you’re gone. Blood loss it’s alright, bloodloss it’s alright

Bloodloss

Bloodloss tired still. Brain cannot read what eyes see. Bloodloss falling down. Over now, underground. Days moving by, fast decline. Shattering inside the unbroken mind.  Frozen heart, broken heart, overflow. Time, destroyed, slow. Death hands slow, life eye dim. Begin begin begin, again again again.

Fog Rolls In

Sunrise and flies waking up. Do you need me or something else? Free to go. Go where? I don’t know. Warm in the park and the fog rolls in. Walk walk away I’ll see you another day. Who am I right now? I don’t know. Face in the mirror of time, look at me tonight. I won’t shut my eyes. Giving up what I know and how I know. Hands at our sides, how much love that we hide. Out of breath up the hill to my house, out of time but your heart is beating loud. Saw the other side, saw the truth, saw the lies. Now the stars are in our heads, in our minds. Count away the days freely spent. Don’t know where I went. Don’t know who I am just yet.

Sun Thru Skull

See the morning sunrise as it pierces through your skull. Watch the days go by: we’re getting old. Running around so busy, busy busy bee. Don’t know what we lost but I know we’re free. I love the way we rise and we fall, giving up giving gone. I can’t. I won’t. Everything is in its place. Out of time, into space. Yellow tinted afternoon walking to my house. Yellow lost, yellow found. Since you got the light now stuck inside your head—gonna be OK, what you said. Giving up and giving in, begin begin again. Counting down all the time, but until when? I love the way we rise and we fall, giving up giving gone. I can’t. I won’t. Everything is in its place. Out of time, into space.

Go Go Go Away

You can love me, you can hate me. Give it all away. Who am I now? You just missed it, unless you fake it for some reason I don’t know. Are you gonna say it now? Miles and miles away, thoughts and words away, love and loss away, pain and hurt away, hospitals away, teary eyes away, broken mind away, not enough time away, too much time away, broken hearts away, infected blood away, angry words away, give my love away, go go go away. Have you heard the news? Ocean shining blue, trees are bursting green. Look down at my feet. There’s nothing underneath. Can you see what I see? oooooooooh.  Just who am I now? You just missed it.

Animal

I made a big mistake: looked into your eyes, open. If everything will break, I’m just passing by, broken. Animal looks at the world outside and inside they are the same. Animal brain, animal pain. Animal sees the air you breathe and how hard you try. Animal cry, animal can’t lie. Animal hears the sounds you make when you’re asleep at night. Animal bite, animal fight. Animal feels the pain you feel and how you run away. Animal name, animal games. I made a big mistake: looked into your eyes, open. If everything will break, I’m just passing by, broken, broken, broken.

Ghost in Your Room

I want you to look at my face. Can you see anything? My eyes: are they out of place? Seems like somebody told me that before. Did you hear the door slam? That was me leaving without saying goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye goodbye goodbye. One second two seconds too late. I want you to hear me now. Can you hear anything? The cigarettes in your ashtray, I smoked them while you were sleeping last night. The ghost in your room, that was only my shadow. Forgot the time. Forgot the time. Forgot the time the time the time. One second two seconds too late.

Letter Never Sent

Do you know who you are when you are falling apart? Can you see with X-ray vision right through me? What do you see inside? Miles and miles, miles and miles, miles and miles, miles and miles. Bumps and bruises and twists and turns, stops and starts and I made it here. I’ve been better, I’ve been better, I’ve been better, I’ve been better. And I got a question for you right now as the clock ticks and tocks. Do you know who I am when I’m not who you want me to be? From far away you can look but not understand. You are free and you did go but if you ever turn around I hope it’s not a ‘how are you?’ but hello again you made it through. I’m a little kid again, I’m a little kid again, I’m a little kid again, I’m a little kid again, I’m a little kid again, I’m a little kid again.

Time To Say Goodbye

Living in broken times. What is yours and what is mine? Bombs away, failing hearts. Up all night in a speeding car. Empire, city of lights. No one’s old and no one dies. A dream that never was, brought into the light. Tears come to the hopeful eye. Red white and blue, paint it black. Marble walls begin to crack. Time to say goodbye. Time to say goodbye. Time to say goodbye to your dreams that never were.

Here I Am

Here I am and I am yours if you want. Are you going to the sun? Can you please tell everyone that I am free and ready to go with you? But understand we can’t change the past and we can stop making sense in the slow silent wonder of digging your hands under what you see now. You can hear what I say and see my trembling lips move, scared to death and true. I hope you still love me--if you don’t you won’t understand what I have to do. Tired eyes worn down from the weight of a world you never touched. It glistens and it shines, the ghost that lies inside sleepless nights. Where are you now? It’s impossible to talk. I’ve been taken by the curse that’s keeping my eyes open as the tape replays unbroken words not said. Don’t forget the innocence neglected in the upside down reflected world that we were born in, where the only instructions given are to escape.

And They Said

And they said you don’t make sense but I’ll listen anyway. I used to have a lot to do but now I have nothing to do except listen to you make no sense at all. Dripping seconds down the wall. Look in your eyes and I can see right through. Who am I and who are you right now? And they said you don’t look so good but I’ll look anyway. How are you supposed to look after what just happened to you? Out of the ashes, out of your bed. Out of the nightmares in your head. Shut the door please when you leave. Silly nurses killing me all day. And you say I don’t feel so good and I don’t know what to do. I know it’s hard keeping still but there’s nothing that you have to do. Hold my hand and hold on tight. Watch the day bleed into night. Blurry mind and second sight. Got a beating heart and that’s all you need right now.

Let Loose The Lions

I saw the oceans rise and the leaves fall in my time. And I saw the past repeat itself through a billion eyes. And the ones that brought us here, you know they can’t bring us back. So here’s a monument to make up for what I lack. It says: The past is gone so you don’t have to try so hard. And I know you are difficult but I love you for who you are. Alright. I saw the innocent regret everything they’ve done. Walk slow down the busy street with love and they still run. We were born into this world and the world turned upside down. There’s a million reasons why and they’re all stuck in the ground. Alright. Destroy the concrete soul, destroy the concrete time. Ok. Let loose the lions now, c’mon let loose your mind. Let loose the lions now, let loose your mind. Let loose the lions now, let loose your mind. Let loose the lions now, let loose your mind. Let loose the lions now.